everyone has a plan...

PLAN:
–noun
1.a scheme or method of acting, doing, proceeding, making, etc., developed in advance: battle plans.
–verb (used without object)
1.to make plans: to plan ahead; to plan for one's retirement.

my definiton:
- A CRUTCH ONE USES TO AVOID ENJOYING THE MOMENT AN A FEEBLE ATTEMPT TO CONTROL ONES FUTURE -

what is it with people?!?! In the past week I've been asked MULTIPLE TIMES about my "plans for after graduation"... "umm.. to live my life and have fun doing it..." If i answer their question this way 9 times outta 10 i get a look of "well thats a terrible plan". the other 1 person laughs it off as though ive just told them a fantastic joke! wow! I would hate to give my life a set of guidelines and demands that i have very little control over! ITS NOT A WONDER THAT PEOPLE HAVE MID-LIFE CRISIS' OR THAT PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE! an to think the majority of the people i pass in the hallways here at MHCC at some point in their lives will look back on what theyve done and then judge themselves all based on "how well they followed the PLAN" its really sad and very ironic.
here's another thing i have to say, sure i went to school for video production but thats not the only thing im skilled in. God loved me enough to give me the happiness an skills to try new things and not be afraid of change. so what if i dont end up in production. but i can tell you this: whatever i do im going to be happy surrounded by people i love and a vast contentment with myself.
Thank you big JC...